summer in the city

hey! so summer ion the city happened i guess. it was hecking great and i got to meet a load of my favourite creators and talk to them, which was fab. on sunday i got to see dodies show even if my mum was a bit annoyed but my sister came to collect me and it made me so happy and thrilled. and so we sat outside the excel for a bit having a catch up and i hadn’t got to meet dodie and she walked past and i said to her ‘dodie! your show was brilliant’ to which she replies a thank you. then we moved on and noticed that the youtubers were talking with a small amount of fans so i went and talk to evan for a long old time and it was nice. then i met dodie for the second time (first time was ay the boncas awards) and i was shaking.

if i could of met one more person it would have been peej but i brought his pin badges and am currently wearing them.



8 months of emotions

i might as well blog about today seeing as i am too eager to wait until tomorrow morning! In the past eight months where i have not spoken to you at all, i have been in a relationship, been heartbroken, lost a friend, gained 1,000 followers on instagram (link at the side) and started a new youtube channel (also linked at the side). There have also been some other stuff that has gone on but that doesn’t have to be on the internet. So yes, it has been an emotional 8 months and i wish that i hadn’t have forgotten about this space where i can write about stuff!

Today, i have cut my own bangs (fringe), which was the most terrifying experience of my life, and found this hecking rad artist. He is called ‘dog trainer’ and he is on spotify, i 100% recommend you give his music a go and listen to it. i fell in love mainly because of the style of the chill music and thats what i was looking for when i went on discover weekly. Discover weekly is an amazing place to discover new music and i recommend give this a try if you are stuck with the same playlist.

It is raining in England as i type but i like that. i love rain and i especially love it when it rains in summer as it just fells so not right. Also, it gives me an excuse to wear my cute sweaters and trousers and wear my duvet around the house. Last night, i finished all the bright places and i cried until i could no longer cry. it was beautifully sad and i recommend this too ( < link to the book on amazon).

I should do a favourites video.


p.s i am not sponsored by anything here i just want everyone to know how fab things are

sorry sorry sorry

wow, this feels weird writing this. I am sorry that it has been a month since i last wrote on here, i have lacked inspiration and school was taking up most of my life (so did anime though). There is no point to this blog entry so you don’t have to cary on but i will cary on writing for a tad longer.  Continue reading “sorry sorry sorry”

Whatever I want to write

As she climbed onto the sofa ready to go to sleep, the cold hit her legs and arms, her body temperature dropping fast. A incoherent mutter under her voice saying something like ‘damn it’ or ‘for gods sake’ escaped out of her mouth. She felt a little overwhelmed with cold as the autumn had come preternaturally. It took a little bit getting used to, the summer to autumn when Jack Frost took all the blackberries but she had done it many times before. 

Soon though, she got used to the cold leather and licked her chapped lips. This was also from the change of weather and her nose began to ran. Maybe at one point her nose felt like it was going to fall off. Who knows

The warm glow of the light above her head, lit up the dark room, making all objects visable and the nostalgic smell of her child hood came flooding back. For some reason she smelt ginger bread. Maybe it was her perfume. Who knows. 

She went to sleep. 

Up all night 

It’s 6:19am and I realised that I haven’t posted much on here lately. Tonight I stayed up all night because:

  1. I didn’t want to go to bed
  2. I wanted to watch The great British bake off

What I did do was watch the great British bake off (4 episodes intact) band I finally got round to face timing my internet friend which I am so happy about. I was a bit sceptical because maybeshe might have been a pedophile but I knew she wasn’t as on her snapchat story there was loads of pictures of her without the ‘taken on’ boarders. I trusted her. That what you need to do; to trust people. 

Anyway, after that I watched some YouTube and that brings me to now, where I am sitting right now tapping away on my keyboard, hearing the millions of clicks I type. The satisfactoriness of the clicks soothe me in a weird way. I like the IOS 10 sounds; kind of. 

Lately, I have been saying kind of and kind of liking things, maybe I like it maybe I don’t and when I say kind of some people get so protective over things that I haven’t yet specified if I like it or not. This is annoying me. I feel like if I say something wrong they will hate me FOREVER so I just stick to saying ‘kind of’ or ‘I don’t mind’

Until I write again, goodbye and good morning England as it’s now half six in the morning

-Lulu, a 13-year-old trying to figure stuff out 

I have a LOT of opinions

Hiya, so I have a lot of opinions about topics that don’t even matter that much but i always feel the need to rant about them. Opinions can be hurtful but you can’t say that your opinion is right because maybe, they don’t think in the same way as you do and their mind might not work that way either.  Continue reading “I have a LOT of opinions”